Listen to your heart instead of your head, you think you have got love in your heart instead of understanding what is in your head. You should seek the mind of God but you are miserable and disturbed because it is your own self created opinion. Lookout and up to Go in heaven he will fill you with peace and understanding beyond your farthest belief, He will create a conception of joy and peace in your mind and head instead of hate in your heart and the will to serve yourself instead of Him. Your heart is beatinga nd you still have life, use the love God put in your heart to serve and learn and teach instead of glorifying yourself with earthly treasures. If you are wise in your own eyes by what you think in your head for yourself you will miss the point of serving others for a batter understanding on what life is all about. The heart will lead you to where you want to go, but the trouble is that the love in your heart is self seeking and not a desire to serve others. God wants the best for your life and he will fill your head with the ideas of heaven if you love and serve Him.

Joy and peace and a the desire to know the truth and meaning of the daily search for the meaning of life. It can all be found in God if you just have a look, first you have to take the step of faith and believe and God will show where He is pointing to. There is hope in everlasting life and there is truth and meaning in God. Maybe there is a place of solitude where you can go to take that fiirst step and be close to God, where he will elad you and give you peace and instruction and the certainty of knowing what you are doing and where you are going. heaven is not only a place above the clouds in the vast unknown undiscovered universe but it is a peace loving relationship with God in a family that goes to church and lives and breathes a loving relationship with God.

The house, the school, the church all are a place of learning and interest, being with family, friends and other people in a place of learning. We need to interact and explore gladly the life of a God filled world and all the joy of the places that were created for us to see, experience and live. The trouble is that what is in your head is temperal now and what is really the truth is what is in your heart to know, love, learn and serve to get the best out of life and experience the difference if right living.

The trouble is I think it is in my head but it is not, it is in my heart the burning desire to know what life is al about and what God has called me to doa nd expereince in His kingdom not only on earth, but in the eternal realms of the heaven in what might be in a library unexplored or a place of natural atmosphere in an unexplained literary world that fills your mind with brilliant ideas of the newness of love and life that you can explore and write about. When you read you fill your head with vast undiscovered ideas of what life is all about, but really those ideas are no good until you put them into action of taking the spiritual and mental world of reading into the physical world or douing and writing.

Try putting a few ideas down in writing and then take on board the task of practical application where your theorizing becomes a created tool of fundamental use and benficial results. It was in your head all right but you used your heart to prove it and that beating idea of self improvement led you to a knowledge of God and what was in his head. The created being is never able to surpass God's wisdom and understanding, but the knowledge of the truth in love is what we should all be thinking and dwelling on from the fruit of our labour and the sweat of the tears of the anquish beating of our hearts to produce a crop of heavenly souls for the rewarding of our work in the kingdom of God.