Deception Creativity

In most cases the facts are we need. Sometimes however things are not always as they seem. Once we know the truth and establish our identity we need to retain some concepts in order to work and survive. This can be under-handed or it can be above board. Like with any knowledge there is an element of deception. Whilst we are genuine in our creativity we are deceived by what we still do not understand. We can't know everything at once nor can we afford to be without what we already know. It is a long term slow evolvement of truth coming out. For instance I may have some knowledge in my subconscious of something that is wrong.

Naturally I try and hide it, but on the other hand I try and disclose it so I am free of the burden, that does not mean that it goes away but is suppresses waiting for it to be atoned or redeemed. It is still my memory and it belongs to me, but I give it to God in order for him to sort it out and give it back to me a new. I call it deceptive creativity because I am creating something good out of evil and trying to do it myself. When actually I know that it is God doing bit he is using me to turn it around for him so that he can return all the glory.

Of course he created the heavens and the earth in the beginning and I cam fixing a problem I have created. In others it is the devil behind it all I am caught in the struggle of finding out what it is. I can't put things right on my own, yet I can't allow it to get the better of me either. I am caught in a bind so to speak. On the one hand I have create so much on the other hand it belongs to the creator not me like passing time and experiences time as it happens I can only speculate my real position in terms of God's time. I am responsibly which really is encouraging me and keeping me safe. The deception is in the sin and creativity is in the knowledge that I have.

It could possibly work both was the knowledge could be sin and the creativity the truth. But I am looking at myself and I am a poor judge of myself. On the other hand I see things perfectly clear in others and I am help accountable for that while others judge me. Correctly and the truth is revealed. Why does it have to be deceptive. Creation can't always be straight fora4erd. Naturally any money will be noticed and any creativity will be rewarded, letting the deception counter balance itself.